♥moments that I treasured the most in my life.
yes. preforming on stage no matter how exhausted I was.
and being lectured for not doing the right things.
the make ups, laughters and sorrows.
sigh. time flies.
it has been 8 months since my final performance.
and I'm missing it terribly!
last time all I thought was if I stop choir.
all I would miss is my friends who grew up with me since I was 11 !
but I was wrong. sigh. the rehearsals and learning-song moments were the best!
I won't be joining back the same gang and choir anymore.
cos Susanna has changed. she's not the TLC music teacher I used to know.
nowadays, making money and using people to build up her reputation only.
:(
I'm so disappointed.
I don't mind joining back. but I'm worried that I won't get back the same feeling I used to have when I was in it.
do you get it?
it will be different.
very different.
p/s: i really wish to join back one day, so I can enjoy life once again. all I do now is studying and learning music lessons by myself. no one is there to share my joy and sorrows anymore. it's just me, and only me.
I'm very depress now. :'(
♥
"five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes,
five hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear,
five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes,
how do you measure, measure a year?
in daylight, in sunsets, in midnight, in cups of coffee,
in inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife "
reminded me of ykls performing this. sigh. which brought me to tears. :(

